Currently Listening The Chronicles of Life & Death (Life Art Version) By Good Charlotte see related

Everlasting Night

Everlasting Night

when all hope is gone
when it seems as though the light
has no might
and darkness has won;
there u will find me.
when everyone u noe
is gone,
everyone u love has left u,
it is i u find waiting in the shadows.
i am a child of darkness
good has no place in me
it is only here that i am truly free.
evil i am not
even though to some it may come as a shock.
i am nothing
a figment of the imagination;
a ghost of a real person.
if u look at me
u only see a reflection
b/c i am almost u
everything i am
i see in u
everynite
when u close ur eyes
and darkness begins to rise
so do i
i have no place in the light
my soul has no real might.
without u
i begin to dissapear
back into the shadowss
when all those u trust return
i must fade into the blackness
but when death looms near
and all that is true and real
becomes unclear
then i shall return
shed my shadows
and leave the nite
straight into ur arms;
which are filled w/ glorious light.
however, i noe u will deny me,
leave me to cry and bleed,
alone.
leaving me to return
to my one true home
the everlasting night.

Currently Listening Downward Spiral By Nine Inch Nails see related

I WISH

A cutters prayer

Dear god I pray to thee
Help a sinner with her plea
Help me become what I can be
Make me see what I cant see
All the reasons why I shouldnt
All the reasons why I couldnt
Please god I beg of you
Give me the courage to make it through
If you hear my plea tonight
Try and help me make things right

For Forty Days I Am Fasting For Jesus Christ, My Lord And Savior. I Hope, By Doing This, To Learn The Meaning Of Being A Christian And To Understand What The Son Of God Went Through For Me, You, And Every Other Person In This World. Be Thankful For All You Have, For Every Day That You Are Alive, It Is A Blessing From God.

Currently Watching Saw (Uncut Edition) see related

 See her eyes, how they gleam

taste her poweress

how they scream

listen to her voice

and begin to rejoice

Currently Listening Chocolate Factory By R. Kelly track 5 see related

hey everibodi...appearently... i never have anything uplifting to say...uintil today...this weekend was so freaking weird and incredible...first off i got to noe everibodi in model un so much better,... and i am so glad dat i did.. and they are all such incredible delagates...and they all did so well... and all of the new delagates exceeded so of my expectations...we were just WOW!!!! yayyy!!! and the 80z dance was just so unexpected...i have never seen so many wite ppl all in one place...an they were all just insane!!! they were acting like they should be at a rave or a club!! and  the delagates from our skool were not entirely blameless.... i swear, they were just crazy!!! it was so much fun and i had the time of mai life!! and though i hate dancing for undisclosed reasons.... and have absolutly no rythm or balance or coordination or grace or etc. i still enjoyed mai self... oh and according to a number of liars who were just trying to make me feel better..i am an ok dancer.... and i had appearently left a very good impression an a certain somebody who danced with mke quite a bit...ahhh me and mai conservative ways...LOL!!

funniest pic evr!!! look below..

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